YA I BLAME EVERYONE FOR MY MISTAKE! ALL MY FAULT. ALL DONT UNDERSTAN HOW I FEEL, HOW MANY TIMES IS SAID ALR, I ONLY BLAME ONE PERSON OTHER THAN THAT, NO ISSUES. AND I BLAME THAT ONE PERSON IS NOT BECAUSE OF THAT FCUKING ISSUE, IS ABT THE TRUST PART OKAY. FCUK EVERYONES WHO DONT UNDERSTAND HOW I FCUKING FEEL.

you betrayed trust so well.
i dont blame anyone,
but YOU.
it's not abt anything,
forget abt the main sitiuation,
it's abt our friendship,
how can you do this to me?
you think abt how others feel,
someone that you knw recently,
how abt me?
cos im young? im not important at all?
i take this friendship seriously
and you make me look like a fool?
and yes, i am a fool now.
happy?
our friendship is so not important to you,
that you rather betray me.
all along your dirty little major secrets i dont say,
and yet such a small little thing you betray me.
thanks for being such a wonderful friend(:

B is a big fat liar

she's so young and so not grown up

like to be childish as hell

L is an lovely angel

he's so grown up

talk like an adult.

uber big mouth

he did the right thing

it's liar's fault now, nvr is big mouth fault.

and im so prepared to be trash talk by you(:

time for blogging again, having very bad tummy ache, very bad diarrhea. for fucking 3 days i've spend almost my whole time sitting on the toillet bowl -.- sharp pain on my tummy, so bad so bad. went to see the doctor just now, and he said it's stomach flu. okay, no chilli and milk for me. no milk, no problem, no chilli? is like omfg, i need chilli, but chilli will irritate my upset stomach, so i've no choice, baby will scold if i anyhow eat things, though my stomach is aching badly, but i've got the cravings to eat ice creams and chocolates. haha, but baby scold, then no ice cream, no chocolates. well, usually i dont eat snacks, but just suddenly got the cravings to eat. haha.

baby is always so sweet, before he went for duty today, he said he will go check out if pasir ris pasar malam sells belle's towel. he's gg to get it for me, but too bad, dont have ): nvm lar, next time if got pasar malam then go see lor(: thanks baby, i love you!

sereneLOVE, are you coming back alr? i miss you alr lar, we very long nvr just samBABY, you and me go out tgt and talk alr lar. you faster come back and call us lar!!! haha!

monday no work! shiok! can relax, but baby is working night shift tmr, so dont think he can acc me. im gg to chiong working frm tuesday onwards, no matter what also must go to work, earn that few bucks and save money so that i can buy something for baby for chirstmas. and also save money to go to cruise bcos our plans changed, thailand to cruise. enjoy!!! haha.

MADELINE AND ME(:


MY DAD(:

THESE ARE SOME OLD PHOTOS(:

finally there's a time for me to blog, been working for the past two days. so far so good, on the first day, i've alr got two appointments(: that's a very good start that makes me wanna continue working. even if you've one appointment it's alr considered good, and you can slack alr(: haha.

realise that the lil boys there hate me, but i dont care, i just want the money(: lil boys... what you expect? once you are better than them they are like girls. gossips~ whatever! i dont care, my job is to sit there and talk on the phone for 3 hrs and done(: worst thing is that im the only girl there. but luckily madelineMAMA joining me but, she only officially start work nxt week.

been meeting sereneLOVE almost everyday, so if i dont see her i'll miss her face(: haha, i misses samBABY too!!! samBABY! meet me soon okay, you no exam alr like also still so busy): andrea and kammy, i guess... they are also busy with their work):

i've lots of photos to update but, im lazy haha, give me time. when im free i'll update. well, im gg to get prepared and off to work alr(: shall stop here(:

woke up damn early today, went to east coast park to cheer for baby for football,haha, the luna club. what a lousy team. haha, play 5 games lose 5 games.haha, but nvm lar, it's just for fun, but kasar's team was good, the lei lei club, haha, luna and lei lei, both of them are cindy's dog. haha.

the best thing abt today you know what? all of us was wearing white! even jerms also wearing white! haha. cool thing right? it was fun and tiring today, but not for brian, the flower vase in the game.haha, but also cannot blame him, he scare of ball! hahaha, okay lar brian, dont say you lar(: haha.

their first game

sexy ah liang(:

the gabrielites

the spectaculars.

the slackers, luna club!

me!

jerms): brian money face(:

went to Ehub! on friday with baby,sereneLOVE and buibom(: actually wanted to catch a movie but there's no show-.- but end up we went to arcade and play games(:haha, and the three of them played true or dare.haha, well actually is dare or dare, im a loser, so i didnt play,wahahahaha. the three of then damn funny, serene and baby keep cheating and end up buibom was the one doing the dare. haha. though it's bored but still fun.

after that, went to godma's hse which was just near by. she became rounder, haha, and seems like godma likes baby(: haha. lil rachel got a bf too, and godma says his name was "bengdon" but actually it's called brandon. haha, godma getting more and more lame-.-

friday's paper was so so screwed, it's like pure lit, and i cant do paper 2. shiat, and i guess im the only one who didnt study): but nvm la, it's over!!! i just wanna whine.haha.

downtown east.

social studies was so screwed! whatever i've studied was not out! omfg. okay, well helped sereneLOVE do her blog today,haha, i've nvr did so much for my own blog lor.haha, cos all thanks to miss kong(:haha. now i know how tired she feel after doing a blog and also the satisfaction(:

i've some photos on saturday. went to cut hair with serene and baby. serene did treatment and i cutted my hair, seems like no diff, but it became thinner alot. baby and buibom have became "gay pals" too.haha. after doing hair, went to meet liang and the rest, to central then to boat quay, sheesha all the way till quite late then to liang's hse for awhile(: well, liang's ambition was to be a lego.hahaha.

MY LOVE FOR BABY(:

BEFORE HAIR CUT

SERENE(:

AFTER HAIR CUT.

THE "GAY PALS" (:

MY DEAREST

SWETTHEART,BABY

LIANG AND JERMS

ME

SHEESHA

LEGO LOVES.